The hardest thing I've ever had to do.... ever

[ezdays]

Thank you all for your understanding and support. I left feeling that some evil thing has taken over her mind and body and that it's not the same woman that I married. I know that there's no chance of improvement, so I need to accept things for what they are. I did talk to the nurse in charge of her and to her activity director, an so I did feel grateful knowing that she's being cared for well and by people that know what to do and are not afraid to do it. I think it would help us both though if we didn't have all these restrictions and we could actually see and touch each other.