The hardest thing I've ever had to do.... ever

[ezdays]

Thanks again everyone, as I said, it's time to close this chapter and move on. I know from those here that have been down this path and from others, that it's difficult at first, but important that I do so. I can take comfort knowing I have friends here that I can turn to that understand and care. I'm not going anywhere, I've got plans for my layout and some woodworking projects and I'm just going to chill out whenever I feel like doing so.

I truly appreciate the response I've gotten from everyone here, it means a lot....